Can't sleep
So i thought why not use the journal feature on devy?
hehe I have a presentation tomr. I hope I rmb my lyrics tomr, even tho ive repeated them in my head a gazillion times I hope I wont freeze up like i usually do. i really like my group, they're so supportive haha when it's my turn to sing they sing along

Ayee lifes been pretty shitteh lately, i go through it like it doesnt even matter anymore. Just live it, bare with it, and it'll be over soon seems to be my motto lately. I don't know but i've realized things about ppl i wish i never knew about. I mean like oh shit how can ppl be so...FAKE about things i dunno its just ridiculous.
I never noticed it and you know those ppl who get 100s and complain they're failing. Its REALLY tuggin on my nerves because they say it with pride at the same time. I mean like why are you advertising to the world that you are perfect and failing at the same time? thats just really stupid. If you're perfect then FINE go ahead and brag but dont complain you're failing when you get a 90. I mean like c'mon, thats just plain annoying. We know you're doing fine and we know you want attention but pretending to be stupid and showing a passing mark is just the person being really whiny.
So yea shes liek complaining so i bring up my mark *which is SOOO much lower than her to shut her up* and she just tosses it asides and emphasizes SHES FAILING. oh gowd just stfu and let me live in peace. Im so tired but i can't sleep
ppl are annoying and im pooped dead. Some are cool i have to admit (peace out to my lovely homies who have been there for me since day 1) and those who are the ones trying to bring me down: truthfully i dont give a shit about you so just leave me alone to die alone ok? I know when i die you'll be happy so just leave me to do that for you jeez instead of being a drama queen and making other ppl suffer for what i did (truthfully i dunno what i did wrong in the first place besides ever putting my trust into u) but yea so stop being dramatic and stop bringing my family and friends into ur bad mouth because we all know who is telling the truth and is lying.